I am a fetus on the back of the Divine Mother, like a great toad carrying her imbedded children. I look up, She looks down. If I turn my mind to look through my Moon (back of the head), then I can align my vision with Her and rest peacefully in trust of Her motions/actions/evolutions. My entire nervous system is connected to Her, through my Primal brain centers and spine; I commune with Her directly. I look to The Hanged Man, which I keep imagined before me in the Air hoping to see my path reflected. I realize this is impossible, so I turn inward (Moon) to look through Her eyes and ask Her, “Where are we going Today?” She gestures to a path with a sign to the right and says, “There.” I see that She is no different than me. She is following The Way. The impulse is Intuitive. She is Mother Nature. Though the Destination for All was Preordained, She must adapt constantly to adjust to the Free Will factor of Individual consciousness. Her path is Intuitive and Blind as well. No personification that is Human can ever satisfy me. I need something much greater, beyond my current Understanding. So, She will always evolve beyond me. I simply surrender to Her Wisdom. In this surrender, all gates/doors blow away. Space opens before and around me everywhere. I am suspended in Pure Awareness, unafraid of the Event-ualness of everything. I am transported through galaxies on beaded/woven mantras (the Virtues).
Thank you for the teachings. I continue to study. I release myself from their grip. Again.
